This is my life...a wrecked life

2007-01-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

Long time no update ler... haha finally updating again...

Hmmm let's see.... another new batch of sec 1 went in chior... diaoz... chior still is boring as ever...
let's see ar... hmmm got sum of my classmates msn... rofl... they so diao de... like to online so much...

At thursday eng teacher gave us work... write down things to share with her... geee shes teaches like a retarded kindergarden teacher... den i wrote down.. "I have nothing to share wif u,and I believe i would hate to do so too" wif sum more crap la.. rofl.. -_-... Den today get back paper... juz she write comments for everyone she wrote mine "Ho han,I hope u can change for the better" WTF... -_-

Haiz... brought new PE shorts.. seriously dam short lor the last year 1... den today tio scolding at chior by teacher..... cuz i use vulgar and shout at my senior cuz i was already walking down she not happy shout me walk down ... nabeh she blind sia... den i not happy scold her nabeh chee bye she go tell teacher... den the place where we sing so hot and i tio stressed p and end up scolding swearing... gaaa fucking irritating there lor...

I yesterday ask my crush(i wun tell name) for stead... haha... i dunno ... although at 1st at the msn i was playing wif her due to i too bored ma.. den i tot of ask her who she like... she duwan tell or i make a deal say i tell who i like ,she tell who i like lor... den i tell truth and after very long... hmm... well,let's just say i asked her for stead... haha... her reply was....... ok lor... i was whao!!!!.... today sch ask her she ytd serious ma... she say dunno lol... -_- she quite shy... lucky she dunno my blog yet o_O... haha... =/ she complained of fever today at sch...

went chior... wth got 1 of the juniors... she from normal academic...(nvm lar i alrdy dropped,dun look down) ,den she keep smack me for my reason... her best fren(a philiphine) keep poke me like wan er... wads dat? she poke me at the stomach ar?where i feel itchy... the where ar?aiya dunno la... den hmm... the junior (daphne ar?dunno i 4got -_-),aiya whole lesson she was whacking me ... whack whack whack whack whack whack whack... i let her whack lor -_-... den some of the girls say the junior told them she like me .... -_- wth... and every1 was like saying that i was like .. LAME LA... -_-... they go tease me got new gf ...walao i juz ask sum1 for stead ,suddenly tell me sum1 like me ...woii!!!... i not handsome la,dun joke around wif mee.. -_-.Then brandon lame de... in chior call me do sit up... i call him do push up better he do also.. wtf he take chior for PE... say wan less fat... wth i did 40 push up den the daphne call me do another 20 more -_-.... lemme count... did she beat me again tat time..?wth she keep whacking me non stop... den the other girls extra de... ask where am i when i tio scolded by teacher den call me faster go out daphne waiting for me ... wth.. i not handsome la i pimple face...dun tease me -_-... dunno why daphne over reacted when one of the girls say she like me in fornt of her... she suddenly look at me and raise her voice... "Noo,nooo lor..!! no lor i dun like him... eh u see my face,i got look like i like u ma?" -_- lame sia the girls @_@...

wrote alot today... diao.... request 1 person another 1 wan me.. diao!! ok i lame la -_-... dats for this week... geee boring... my fav songs now liang shan bo yu juliet and ting mama de hua haha...

Cya

2007-01-17T19:23:00.000+08:00

So boring...made a poem .. more like a riddle... guess this out:

On a place neither far nor near,
A living creature stepped foot on it,
To him/her I am writing this message to.

For all his/her life,there were task given.
Ranging from the simplest to the average,
Never had he done a hard one...
But all he gained... was neither achievement nor glory,
needless to say there wasn't success...

Meaning of the riddle?You suck
Reason?Guess ^_^

Here are my adventures...!
Hai... PE sucked... the girls nvr tuck in shirt teacher only scold them do push up position for like 10 secs... We boys lei?nabeh... Push up position + 9 push ups and chin down to floor... he summore go drag his talk when we at push up position... crap sia...

The new chior stocks(members) arrived... 1 boy and countless of girls... boring.. And our chior is getting dirty.. =P... we now talk bout "cool stuff" rather than boring stuff... What are the cool stuffs?Think dirty =P...joking... XD
Wth... the girls friday wan go eat again.. wth last friday go sakae sushi eat spent $80+

Well... i am abit perverted...but i am born liddat de... at least i kept it under control =)

The english teacher sux... during a reading time.. cuz my textbook behind so i lazy to take ,i read a chinese book... she kpkb stare me wif her big eyes... nabeh den call me sit on floor... i not happy her i take my book back and sit back and shouted "Eh,here my book,happy liao right?see ar?see carefully hor... den she nabeh call me go out and talk sum counsilling crap to me... fuck sia... she teach us and talk to us like kindergarden kids... bitch sia she...

New class = new ppl = new friends = new relationships...
Found new friends =) good friends... and had a crush(i wrote i am born wif high hormones... at least i dun shout porn like another guy in my class...)she is pretty... well... i like simple girls...ppl may say i no taste but oh well... simple has its beauty... =)...

Signing off.. cya all...

Walking into a world of neverending stories

2007-01-06T16:54:00.000+08:00

Here its is... my adventures of this past few days...

As you can see i majorly changed my blog,the past and extras section i will fix it some time later... and anythings dat u guys dun think looks nice please tell me,i am ok to all comments...geee had hard time figuring wad is wad... as there is no 1 teaching me and i anyhow do de =P.. den er can some1 teach me how to insert in music!!

And den now for my stories of the 1st 3 days... on wednesday went to sch...alot ppl tot i got expel.. lolx... den the new classmates are kind and good to me... so thats good...=) The sec 1 ppl many of them short short de... den if not is nerddyy de... some also look like pri 4 pri 3,carrying those kiddy bags and watches...Sum tuck in shirt til so diao... den sum hairstyle so rofl ...

One of my this yr classmates... but he and me same sch for 4 yrs le... he wth sia!at recess tell me sec 1 no chio bu de ... all ugly,i wth him and say "you despo liao ar?go see girl for wad?"rofl sia!
The new classmates eat so fast de wth... @_@ most of the time i last(cause i like to drag n drag den decide to buy O_O)... After sch went soccer.. did that for thursday too, for friday went grandlink square play lan (dota)wif my former classmates and friends... i got owned la... but at least did 2 kills (woofoo)i ks de =P... My team lost but nvm... we went to play cs after dat... fun sia! my i suddenly jump out and m4a1 them to death... they stand there wait for me to come out while i bomb or shoot them die... den my friend hakim he shoot dam funny... when he shoot he stand there only.. den he very fast die de =="... In the deagle map i play backstab... which means running about den shoot them when i behind em...

Ok back to sch news... we had back the homeroom system... no nid run about... so far nth bad abt the teachers... had from my former classmates,thier teachers dam fierce(phew)aha.. den my class got 1 myammar girl my form class 1 south korea girl o_O?korea ooo... next time ask her got play maple ma?... later she lvl 180 O_O....

Basically... i am 1 of the clowns in class... just dat i am the more diao diao diao de...

dunno wad to say...>_>...I wan download songs!! T_T.....
So far 6 zakums 4 fail 2 pass ... (wth)..... why cass so many NOOBS de... those priests die early den other player shit connections... wth...

Hmmm went jul blog... den went cyn blog... den went my blog... den went jul blog... etc etc etc...
Saw jul in her uniform... diao her uniform look like my pri sch girls uniform... which means also look like my sec sch girls uniform...ahah she look like those pri 6 pri 5 average girls -_-

Hmm next time i try put up a picture of mine... Hoping my hair grow faster... i wan long fringe...
4got to say dat... diao si stef go ask me go her hse... den she ask me my hse go com bo?-_-Den i tell hakim + sum other ppl they say she like me ,i was like O_O u kidding me right?

went 7-11 buy jolly sandys(a type of light beer),cool drink... dam nice...now i noe why beers so cool...

Going off now.... cya all happy schooling...

Oya,jul u look nice in tat uniform... i think better than the pri sch uniform u told me for imagination...

2007-01-01T12:27:00.000+08:00

Haha...finally updating...

Hmmm... many things happen lol..
I quitting my hermit... gonna play spearman... cool lolx...
At friday i went to tampines mall to catch night at the musuem wif stef and her pri sch classmate and the bro?lol... wth that young guy pro in street fighter sia @_@... nice movie la... but i ate popcorn which is dry i guess... making my ulcer in my mouth pain... urgg

den on sat and sunday went zakuming wif my uncle char... he lvl 138 ler... on monday 1/1/07 also got 1 ... which is later... i gonna help him play... seriously my hw not done yet and i tired ... i dun feel like doing it...

Sometimes i wonder...why i despise some people so much... now i understand... thier childishness makes me angry i guess... the xiaoellen... so much of a dumb girl who spams the forum,not training hr char... rofl my friend saw her at mm... now he lvl 110 xiaoellen still 4x... wad a noob

For w4rplg... good i nvr meet him dat much... my anger has lessen abit... well for those who noe me should noe that i have a fiery temper...gee... that plg...

For my cousins... aiya they still smalll... but i also abit detest them sia... come kpkb me @_@...

I am also not perfect either afterall... so dun come here and flame my blog... i am just releasing my stress here... not happy siam or u wan come and get me... i welcome u... but dun get the police at your door next day or i laugh

2006-12-19T07:37:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the long update... nowadays not using com le... because school coming and i need to study...

went for appealing on 15th dec... haha i went under a 6 mth probation back in tms... @_@ i needa study hard liao... lolx

i must make it lol... i wanna show all those that despise me to be wrong... i wanna make them look like a fool, dunno why this anger is inside me now,but i just dun like them,u dun need me to say who,and even if u dun noe ,u dun have to noe...

i yesterday checked out my wallet...i found out that i still keep the receipt of the chicken little plushie!lol... reminds me of the nice times.... =)....and i also found a movie ticket during teachers day where me and my ex-classmates went for a movie,haha....also the receipt of changing asiasoft id... but still... i cant believe i kept the chicken little receipt... lol!!

geee as a piece of advice nvr bring my mum out to buy clothes... all this years she buy clothes of the ugly kind not nice de... den i have to buy 1 for myself which is my taste... den that day buy school uniform... tell her enough enough size liao she still say nono just uy bigger wear til sec 5... WTF... dam her fucking pus la.. i dam angry her... now the uniform is like oversize... crappppppppppppppp sia...

going out to buy ticket for esplanade concert on wednesday night... cyas all...

Love...er myself always =D

2006-12-09T18:33:00.000+08:00

Today went out to my mum's friends house warming... @_@ i have many food ... cuz they keep feeding us ... and we were like eating for 2 hours loL!!! geee the condo there was nice...

wooo had bee hoon,pizza,otah,and many many delights,wif longan,and finally fruits wif chocolate...

I also took alot of red wine and white wine.... guess alchohol was really nice...

Afterall alchohol are nice... getting sleepy...@_@... again

2006-12-09T11:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday brought pu for my rakion char,move speed warrior easy win in pvp but sux in stages...

Yesterday at night had alchohol =D,something called heartlicker...chinese called 'se jiu'
I juz drank alittle... so wasn't much of a knock out... but i do feel sleepy and i laugh at myself for no reason...@_@ blur blur de... when i slept it was nice... aaa...

geee and i fell off my bed when i was sleeping... at around 3am... for the 1st time @_@

dunno why now still sleepy...

2006-12-07T14:06:00.000+08:00

Fighting to level up in rakion... maple is getting boring and it is getting to be a sucky game..

Saved up $40 now,i gonna buy 2 rakion cards... spent on pu and lvl 11 cash set...

I owned with my warrior... every1 was like whao pro whao!!! noo!!! and many hate me while many honour me....

The tms chior are now in malacca trip... how i wish i had been there... I spent 2 nights not sleeping well over this.. but i didn't make it.. o well... thats why they say dun count your eggs before they hatch...

geee... everytime go jul blog hear the song i feel sad de @_@... the song writer must be sad sad de...

i also wanna add song lei... can sum1 teach me? and anybody got sexyback by justin timberlake?i wan @_@...

I juz had a wet dream today...dun laugh =="it shows i got that thing ... =D

Lalalalalal~~~~~ =P

2006-12-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

My computer is back again.. very happy =D...

I am kinda addicted to dota... it fills me up with adrenaline... =D i used to use lycantrope and spirit breaker.. but now... bone fletcher is my chioce...

I am very confused now... temasek asks me to go back the sch on 15th december ... something like appealing for it...i wonder am i gonna stay in temasek and can i suceed?...Those friends viewing this blog now plz dun spread to the others... i wanna give them a surprise if i go back temasek.. thanks..

i had a weird dream yesterday... i dreamt of the day when i get the results of sec 2 NA... i made it to sec 3 express... yea i was indeed happy... and i met a girl... but her face was blurry... i cant see her face properly... i questionned myself who was it... but the meaning that she was in temasek certainly means she isn't from outside...

I hope... this dream will come true... that i get back on express with many many friends and a girl... but though now i dun wan a relationship due to the facts dat it is gonna affect my studies...

=D... back to browsing the web... maple is boring le

2006-12-03T15:57:00.000+08:00

I am currently using my uncle's com now.. my computer is down so i cant update my bloggie T.T...

so yea... wooo played dota wif my cousin and had my 1st win in that game ...

i hope the flaming's over... i really hoped... i didn'y intend to start a war with her ... seriously no... but i got out of hand and i guess both of us wouldn't give up...

I really hoped shes gone from this blog... so i can post this post out in peace..
At the beginning i just wanted to be friends... and i wanted to let out my stress... but i think i gone abit overboard... instead of letting out stress i created another problem... if only... i am given another chance to prevent my mistakes...

It is december... i still don't know which school is accepting me... my lifes such a wrecked now... how can i solve it... i wonder seriously...

She said in my tagboard.... which made me wonder... am i having a one sided affair?or what it is called... i love her but she doesn't love me in the beginning... well... anyway this is a good experience... for me to learn... my life is still long haha.....

May the little chicken be still safe and clean .... it is my 1st time buying such a nice present to a girl...

Back to the com-less days...

2006-11-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

Today reformated my com... zzz forced to... my com keep crashing til i buai tahan! aaa!!! lol...

haiz... wasted another day o 2x exp... haizzzzzzz

i installed chinese version of windows XP... walao eh... now everything ar chinese de... so hard to understand ><

nothing much to write... i guess... bored...

2006-11-26T17:38:00.000+08:00

Hahaha...today wake up extremely tired... =) Had porridge lol... den i went in maple.. boring.. owl call me to stay so ok i stay lor.. cuz 3pm got ohana ss taking ma... after that i went rakion.. hah! i love pvp... i front grip and every1 automatically gang the poor guy.. hah! i owned!

Let's see.. my bro told me ... in NA sure got some fights 1.. but u no need scared nia.. u tio hit u go police station lodge a file they kanna ,den u can laugh...

Lol.. so i now decided liao... I gonna try getting in NCC, and play law wif my enemies... enough liao... no need scared tio hoot or anything..
I see... my tagboards are getting flooded... and even the unwelcomed piggy comes in... hey piggy hero! sup?fear you?u mean in wad?rakion?HAH... own my sc which i gonna buy around 3 wks later 1st be4 owning me... anyway... i bet u cant even hit my armour to even half... so should i say 3/4?HAHA...

Becareful for the speedy mage =D

2006-11-26T02:08:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the late updates on my blog,my com went crashing due to too much junk in it,did a long deletion of files just now...

Let me say the events ba...

1stly,we went to riz calton hotel(something liddat),Cool!5 star hotel and so high class ><.. Well... i was trying to adapt to not using specs,specs so incovenient + makes me nerdy o.O,
I guess the event was 'Bring your kids in' hosted by UBS company.. it was the 9 to 15 yrs old range ... haha starting i ate at a table wif afew other colleages of my mum... i was 1 of the few early birds =O...And inside there was not much boys so i wondered...'Holy crap,don't tell me my nightmare come true..."cuz i ahd 1 nightmare of all girls and afew other boys in the room den after that it changed to something else meanlingless...(weird hor?)

Geee... my mum kept asking me to eat and i keep saying i full... she keeps saying got this got that... den i keep bear her until like 30 mins later i talk back to her in normal tone... "ma i not 3 yr old... no nid explain everything"=="hah! the spagetthhi rullezzzzzz to teh coreeeeeeeee =P

After that i went to see how my mother work... how it is sure tiring... check this and that.. and i shook hand wif her DIRECTOR O.O!!! and 1 of her colleage.. wa shake hand at greetings... i feel uneasy!!Den wake around the building O.O!!!!!!!!!THE SCREENS DAM BIG AND COFUSING >
den we went games room.. haha it was fun nia... see video got question answer... then the girl beside me knock knock at me... den i was like har?where?what? liddat =="" but not so obvious la.... den i look at her handphone.. i dunno is it instinct or wad... i just unconsiously took the phone... i think abit rude la me... but it was duh... she is trying to show me something.. she wrote something in the sms... SWTZ!!! she wrote down the answer and want me answer... i was like not paying attention ><... den they ask for my name .. i was like... for wad =="" but still give la...then i made around 3 friends ba...

We had vid and quiz,den dog and bone... (not much friendship earn during this),den drama witout speaking... lol! this was fun! me and the girl beside me gave in ideas... well i did abit lesser =D... lol she seem so stressed lei!!!!! LO!!!but it was then i get a clear view of her... how... she look high class sia!Our topic was bad service of selling cars... den er... many cinfusions during the act... me and another guy(he was like not happy me staring at me liddat) act as the sellers wif bad attitude... bt we worked quite well...the girl beside me (annabel) and other girl was the buyers... it was tough!!! i was like trying to write out that the car is worth 19000000 much but i guess no 1 got the idea.. den i like try to start the car and the sound effects of the guy wif me... he suddenly at the 3rd 1 he BOOM sound so i react to it lor... like the car break down... den i trying to tell her that the car still 'ok' wif my actions.. but she dun much get it la... den...lol dunno wad to say le...

After that we had a hand entangling game.. we had our hands together .. but u noe.. boys wif boys.. girls wif girls... haha ok la quite fun... we den kinda had teabreak.. i ate 3 nuggets?2 fishballs? and 1 cookie?i think i only 1 drinking green tea... nice wad !Later at the seat we had fun and i was like the joker ... keep making jokes... den i discuss some games wif the guy beside me..(nicholas)every1 was laughing and i enjoyed... den we had another game.. i talked wif bryan or brian ar.. i dunno how to spell... and wif nicholas... we had a game of 'pass the message' DAM FUNNY LA!!! ok i start from beginning.. at 1st i talked abt games wif nicholas... den i said 1 girl the dress.. make her look like bamboo lei!!! i was making a joke but.. i guess after awhile later i felt it is a insult to her... but wad to do.. wad is said is said.. i think is ay abit LOUD too.. uhoh la... bad impression is no good... i dun feel good too... den at the game... the message was wad "PAN wad pan wad pan wad pan" i 4got le la.. DEN GO TO 1 GIRL SHE SAID 'Your ear got dirty earwax" den pass pass pass to me DEN I L O L LA!!!!!! den the guy beside me also laugh!!! dam funny la... i cant stop laughing til my tears came...

Then after that was prize presentation.. My name was called o.O wow becuz i answer the question i mentioned earlier.. there was a certificate and a $20 Times book shop voucher.. I though "Hey.. she gave me the answer... i think she get the vouchers better... so i gave her the vouchers (girls like shopping ma)while i keep reward... Then during the giving out of the movie tickets... she need to go toilet! LOL! erm i wanna ask.. does girls go toilet more than boys?(sorry,cause many time i see girls wan go toilet) Then wait dam long not her turn... so i like Juz go la... why u bear for wad?not like the ticket will run lol...She say nvm la... since the door was lock... den i ok lor... den when the door was open but her turn not here yet... i said " eh door open le faster go... later wet your jeans =X"den she said "ei!!! duwan la..."but after much persuasion she gone for it.. after like 2 names it was her turn... but she went toilet le... lucky she handed me her name tag...(it was then i knew her name) i went up and they tell me perhaps she can take once she come back.. den i okok lor.. den i also wan go toilet den another door close... den wan go by another way 1 girl call me hold door or ppl cannot go in i was like ZZZZZZZ...den she came back and i was like smiling at her .. and she smile at me back... It was nice the feeling at the moment... haha...den when she went to take her movie ticket 1 of the helpers came to me... she ask my name.. i thought i did something wrong.. !!! but i still told my name.. den i guess annabel is my lucky star.. she step on my specs.. BUT WOW... if she didn't step on it i might have lost it there!lucky the specs abit spoil only.. but i fix it back...den got 2 kids... small small de... the lift was going up they dunno dat we should go down.. call them come out duwan.. den door auto close de ma.. i like ZZZZZZ den i rmb 1 guy he juz now put his leg in bewteen the door,and the door open... so i faster put my soccer boots in to keep the door open... lucky the door open sia -_-""

Me and annabel went down the lift together then.. she was like keep saying sorry for stepping on my specs and i was like nvm nvm nvm lol...

When we departed and gone our ways... be4 making our trip to the cinema at 6.. i felt sad... emotionally sad.... i dun noe why... it was like very sad to lose her....very sad... i wanted to ask for her phone but i didn't dare perhaps... The feeling was as bad as losing a good friend... but it was amazing how fast we developed our friendship in such a short time of 4 hrs...i waited for my mum and smile and say hi at the colleages of thiers... strangely i was able to adapt to this kind of greetings.. i didn't really go the low class ways but i smiled and say hi as though it was wad i do everyday.. den when it was 5.30pm i was near the theatre... i am looking forward to meet my friends again.. especially annabel... i met nicholas... lol den omg i spilled my coke on my shirt and had to wash it.. luckily the stains are not much visible after it dried.... i went in the cinema and waited... and waited... nicholas and annabel are so lucky... they sit at L there while i at F... and brian at H... all pang seh me lol!...when annabel came in, we looked at each other... i cant help but to smile at her... and i guess the moment she saw me she smiled at me too O.O!The movie was Happy Feet... err.. a peice of advice.. to me the movie starting was boring... middle ok abit... ending den abit...(<--- see ) exciting... den overalll... boring la... is about the planet saving de...

After the cinema ... while waiting for my mum as she goes toilet ... i didn't saw nicholas but i saw annabel... well... i will remember the smile and her look... it was nice... and it was sad ... as the COO said wanna make this a annual event... the thought of this makes me more sad... i feel as though i lose a valuable friend...

I have typed much today... perhaps next day i shall continue...

2006-11-24T08:05:00.000+08:00

now posting in the morning... haiz sienx sienx cannot play com today...

my mother lor... go sign me up for wad her company children tour... morning 11.30 go eat lunch... but at least is dam good restuarant la... den afternoon go about company see my mother and her colleages =="

den after dat dunno wad education on investments ... alamak! I normal acad also need know meh...

More lamer liao... i wonder their 'CHILDREN' that children meh?...At 6pm go see HAPPY FEET ..uhoh... die liao lor....I wanna see maybe casino royale ma ...

Haiz... so sad nia.. my com like gonna break down liao... cannot on de... only tyco hard hard on...

Went her blog today... at least she get in express lei.. lol But then she still seem so depressed like every1 gonna kill her... aiya dunno her la... over liao... her family also siao siao 1... the father so violent,and also dumb la... cuz ar.. the father dun let them go out 1,only family outing where they go out TOGETHER... gay la... make the daugthers dun even noe how to take bus to abit further places... dumb family day thingy...The mother lei... not much info on her... lol dun nid say her... juz that jul is so weak that even her mother scold her also can cry... her sister lei?jas ar?nth to say =)... cyn?i guess after this it is nightmare i gonna get from them =) well... i am still kinda laughing over this thing... cyn tried to used fendy to make my bro jealous... When my bro tell me fendy is 18 but around cyn height which is also shorter than me... ROTFLOL !!#@!&*#(
HAHAHAHAHAH USE A SHORTIE TO MAKE PPL JEALOUS EVEN 8 YRS OLD ALSO LAUGH LA...!!!! O well... btw cyn... after seeing this ar... dun use the old old trick wad... u go nat blo fake as my bro preston den make a quarrual... kanna pwned right?check the IP address den tio pwned... U MAKE ME LAUGH ROTFLOL...

I am just stating the facts of ur family... well i know the consequences.. u gonna hate me, i dun mind... I had made many enemies le... I am writing this to let you know your family problems... and how you gonna face it?It is up to you... I hope you only know this proverb ' All study no play makes jack a dull boy..." If u gonna tell me u come back home study go sch study everything study... i tell u something again ... My ex classmate to be he made a joke of a girl in my class who used to study like siao... he said... sec 3 she breakdown la liddat study... if she fail she sure commit suicide hahahah...

It is true... u liddat study so siao u sure breakdown... every1 in class also noe she abit siao liao...

Thats all... U may hate me due to this post, I dun mind

ok g2g cya all

2006-11-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

wa tired tired today dam tired...

Let's start from the morning,I woke up bursh teeth and do wadever a normal human should do in morning... den i ate my fishball noodles for 1 hr... +.+ den kns the 1st unlucky thing happen... my com cannot start de... keep restart and hang for 20mins... den let me in maple,den go in maple no mood train de,den my bro tell me ask jul wad her PSLE score if i still care abt her... how sia,he dun expect me so fast suddenly call up and ask "Hey hey jul ar wad your PSLE score.. dats too SIAO liao... den ar my hair dam not nice today,wake up my hair like stuck and stick out de... den after bath i cannot get my hair nice to my own style de.. Then go out i see 1 teenage couple together ... Suddenly the girl turn around and stare at me... walao scare me sia... like ghost liddat look at me...

Come back home ,eat play den do house work... i wonder why... i am half as energitic as be4.. ever since that day... the last words i spoke to her... i am like feeling dam sad,really dam sad,my heart and body is sinking ... i have no happy mood at all...den after that do halfway i spilled the mopping water... walao extra work i have to clean it up...dam hard...

so today...dam tired... dam unlucky... why.....

2006-11-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

Now i truly realised ...

I remembered my bro preston said to me on the phone.HE said "All those words wad love together forever is fake 1 la... "I agree.A relaionship starting from young is hard to survive,only 1 % of all rleationships managed to survive from young to old,you can even say it is lower than 1%.

He also said being friends is more lasting than being couple,since everything is over now,i guess the best way is to study,the assistant of the PM i met that day also told me,you can play but you have to study yourself too...The degrees you have to earn for it,you cant buy them,you cant beg for them... So...I made up my mind,whatever relationships i rather keep it as a friendship,it is the best and the lasting one...

Although i cant smile now,every second every minute i keep thinking of my actions,but i will,smile one day...

Seriously this had been a bad holiday...bad one

2006-11-21T11:50:00.000+08:00

Well.. i guess its over...

I am gonna be frank now, I am not gonna be hiding anything now,since everything from now on is new.. if you are not happy come get me...

I am not gonna appeal for temasek now,I guess.... leaving bedok,leaving temasek,leaving my old past is a good break now... I gonna find a new friends... hopefully i can overcome my mistakes...

Yesterday another asked me what school you going.. i told her please not to say it again she say i ap... I not gonna hide her name now,yuan yuan ar... If u dunno anything , can you please shut the fuck up, everyday ppl ask me liddat fking stressing u noe... u not in my status u diam your hole up,pussy itchy?

I guess it is over of me and jul,well it was my decision,a terrible one... Perhaps it is a good thing too... since i dun fit her anyway... i am just a average HDB kid with a lazy attitude,she is a rich girl and strict parents... o well... i guess ending it also is a good way too,I cant seem to make her happy,despite the countless cheers i tried,i don't think it is working,her laughs are always so fake,her smiles are also unknown...She seem so sad, and I cant do anything... With an addition of my current status,I don't wish to affect her,all the ppl around her are persuading her to leave me,It is affecting her alot.I guess,leaving her helps both of us... Sorry jul,I am not for you.Hope you in your sec sch life ,you can find someone worthy for you.I will be happy then.

Smile...

2006-11-20T18:27:00.000+08:00

Why....

I went to jul blog today... her comments on her friends were about the same of mine before i parted with my classmates... why...... of all of the days... must it be the parting period we start to treasure each other..?

Everything we had we took for granted... this is a part of being a human... but how do we treasure them before we lose them?

Jul... Seeing the faith of you believing in me and the impression of the ppl around of me... tell you seriously... I am ashamed of myself now... i dun think i will post in your blog... for the time being... regarding how long shall it be... i have no idea i guess... i need a break..

EVERYONE...why... WHATS SO SPECIAL ABOUT A PERSON WHO HAVE TO CHANGE SCHOOL? I just have to change school... why... everyone is asking me which school you going... which school you going... if you think that you are trying to be caring... YOU ARE ALL JUST GONNA MAKE ME MAD... come on... i need a break... all this events happening aren't very joyful... why?... WHY... WHY THE MFKER.....GAAA....

i just want to hit lvl 100... thats my dream... jul... just believe me one more time...ok?after i hit lvl 100 i will stop and study...

Let's say something happy now... hmm... i think i am maturing... i am starting to treasure my family... i am starting to tolerate jokes... although i can get unreasonable sometimes.. but i am sure its ok.. dun tell me no 1 get unreasonable... if u say that u are unreasonable...

Sometimes i wonder... why people keep provoking me trying to get close to jul... did i offend them in first place?they out of a sudden keep getting close to her... Let me say something i shutted up for a long time... W4rplg.. stop being a pig can? Your current status you beg for it..
You beg for mesos,You beg for My bro Bone Helm,You beg for ppl to train you,You beg for JR.master rank,You beg for nat to marry u in maple,You beg for me to not train my spearman..
You beg for me to wait for you of the lvls...Why are you such a begger?You fking bugger... i oblige to many of your begs and now u wanna get close to jul?WTF la u ... plz u pig... u even have the face to tell nat dat u act cute when u irritated her by calling her 10 times in 1 hr...i have nthing to say of teh now.. i only can say he's a pervert... at least dun say pervertic things in front of girls..use brains please...

Seriously i have enough .... YOU GUYS ARE MAKING MY LIFE EVERYDAY AS SERIOUS AS REAL LIFE WHEN IT IS SO SHAMEFUL... WHY MUST YOU ALL TORTURE ME LIKE THIS...

And jul... if ... you really.... want... to leave .... me... i .. guess i have nothing to write now.........
But i just want to let you know...

I love you...

2006-11-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZ4RaYCHEZA&mode

aaahh... feel like updating again... above is a whitenerdy movie clip.. dam funny lo

and den got the ozone numa numa yei song mixed wif taiwan polities... lol wait ar...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kT6LqVF4CJ4

hope u guys have a laughing good time seeing this

2006-11-10T01:49:00.000+08:00

I wanna cry,I wanna scream,I wanna shout it all off
Back from my chalet so many things to tell wor... lemme start from my bdae ba

6th nov..
My B.day!!!!!!!well... didn;t have a celebration or a cake... juz had a party wif the guild at maple..
after that went back bedok to prepare for the class chalet.. plain bday lolx...

7th nov
Wooo!!!!! Class chalet..!!! ahahahah!!!!!!! we went shopping for food at the morning ..xDden they tell me got place for overnight... ZZZZZZZZZ i went home to take sum clothes for the overnight... waa the taxi total costed 14 SGD+ sia... den we went to the arcade... wooo played time crisis... fun sia!!!but i noob la... den we vs each other in the racing car game ==""
Dam fun la...after that we wanted to find the strt soccer court... but dunno walk until where lolx..==" after that ar we went to check in.. and immediately went to play xbox ..XD play ar play ar... den 1 girl in our class came.. but cuz inside the room all boys ar we didn't wanted her to come in... so we keep blocking her lor... are girls very emotional?we juz refuse to let her in... she went off and went back home.. we heard from the other girls that we was crying and her eyes were red... haiz poor xin yun... den walao they keep teasing me wif her ==""

We then went to start bbq... zzz anyhow bbq de... we bbqed in the rain sia =="" sum1 keep hae to hold the umbrella over the fire.. den when the chalet starts to fall lesser... the ppl from another chalet came out...(strangers) and they copied out style!!! take the umbrella and bbq lolx... den when the rain stopped 1 of them go ask me to take a picture for them... ZZZZ i dunno how but then the girl juz tell me to press the button so i juz find a good pic and press lor... hope they dun complain me if it is not nice T.T

I was the 1st to eat sia!!!!!! XD we bbq the sausages til they got this ugly outside it made them look like cancer sausages... zzz den every1 was like making sick comments i decided to try stop it by eating 1 of them... wa nice lei not bad sia.. XD eat eat eat... XD den i went to play halo by myself ... not even 1 minute ar... every 1 rushed in wif me.. zzzzzzzzzz
Den came the other ppl when they came after chior... 1 of the girls when she was changing ar... i didn't know ar... i wanna wash my hand and she was changing .. i juz push the door alittle she go slam the door at me... den the door juz trapped my hand.. lucky i pulled it out faster if not it is gone... but dam dam dam pain la... sorry ar stef... relac i nvr peeped at u ==""

So we ate and play and cooked ad ate and played and cooked..lol at the night happend sumthing very sad... there were 2 groups... the truth or dare group and the XBOX group XD... de i was outside for awhile the truth or dare group keep shouting me to get in... they didn't wan us to noe wad they were doing sia.. zzz den qing le... 1 of them in the room... was dam angry wif them ar dat he keep bu shuang....

den ashraf caleb jon.. they all go made a bomb wif the sparklers... they lit it up... and they it exploded... but there was still abit of the fire... and abit more explosive contents.. den it exploded again with much muchmuch more force man... cool sia.. dam nice la the bomb... we went cleaning afterwards...

sum of them went home... and it was 11pm le... we started to take turns to bath... and play halo 2... lol we keep mplay till shiock sia... we play til 3am... den manyof them start to sleep.. while me and 2 other boy continue playing ... lolx i keep ownign them at halo 2 and other 1 keep owning me wif another guy at fifa 2006 or 2007 i forget le... we play until 7 am liddat ar... every1 wake up liao and started to play... so i was like waiting for the game.. and wait till i sleep. =="" and ar i woke up when the girls came... zzz scare me lei... i open my eyes and yuan yuan was in front of me .. zzzzzz they keep pressing us to eat the bee hoon ... walao tell u la the bee hoon dam dam dam dry la... not nice de... but wad to do.. so much bee hoon... dun eat is wasted... den the stupid hui ying or yuan yuan ar... say wad the yuan yuan sister join chior of me .. zzz i was like swtz... cuz i nvr woke up fully yet... hahaha eh wait... this should be the next day le... zzz wait ar

8th nov...
continued from where i stopped... we went separate ways after we went out of the chalet... the boys went to the strt soccer court except for chang jie.. and the girls went shopping or sumthing liddat...
lol we went to jia yao hse and play strt soccer... but i was like dam hot and thirsty in the game la.. cuz we were playing under the rain...den finally we went to jie yao hse and rested... we ordered meat lover and wad 2 4 1 pizza ar? lol we watch the MTV and see wad paris hilton movie song and wad the chemical romance black parade movie song...zzz den we play golf and snooker.. i play snooker la but golf got... den i sleep at jia yao hse for awhile.. lol dam sleepy la...

we went to the strt soccer court again... but play awhile den went home...when alone at the bus stop... i wanted to cry... CRY... becuz i missed my classmates... I MISSED THEM i missed class 1v... i regretted...

9th nov...
went back woodlands... the normal times... but was dam busy today.... jul said hi to me and i say hi to her... i wanted to talk to her but becuz argy was asking me to do sumthing so i went to do... den i go xfer items and return and found jul was gone... den i went to jul blog and saw that jul is upset over me... Jul... I am sorry... I really love you... Sorry for the neglience i shown to you during the days... please give me another chance to make it up to you..

Love you always and forever Jul

2006-11-03T01:25:00.000+08:00

Lol.. after very long i gonna post something again...Lazy.. =X
Haiz... life very bad le... all my doings lol..

oya today take ss with my dear...she go her sin nia.. den i take ss lor o.o
dun show u guys... =X XDXD

walao the si warrock cannot play... say wad shit dat only allow the servers there de ppl can play... zz si angmoh countries...

yay lvl 77 liao nia... and got my wa 9 wg for 31m + alot alot alot of tobi.. from 44m now become 2m sia....==""

haiz lol... think all i wan say also say finish liao... cya le.. bb =X

And i love you always jul..

2006-10-22T03:56:00.000+08:00

Woooo exams over le!!! Hahax... but den my results very cham.... high possibility of going Normal Acad next year... Haiz
Ya ... i nvr update very long le.. today juz update after seeing all the complains in my cbox =X Lol... Had my wedding liao le... Finally i can marry wo xin zhong ai de ren lolx...I gave her a rainbow clouds and on that day gm nvr come despite my mega for him .. sad sia...
As my com got prob liddat i had to go and take the picture from my dear dear blog ^^... lol... dats why u see is her acc not my acc =.=
Anyway same la... Wo de account = her account also ma... juz hope her account also my account =X
HOLIDAY COMING LE WOOFOOO

BUT DEN ()*#@()!*#()!@*#()@!#(*!@ si chior practises for the malacca trip make me have to go practises... haiz

Haiz my uncle lvl 120 le wth T.T me only 74 haiz...

Alamak!!! Nicholas intro me the warrock game ar... now the new maps and the aug weapon dam shiock... addicted... >.>... only the bloody lag caused by the far servers is DAM irritating...

Thats all i have to type 1st ba... Heres a photo of me and jul marriage... hahax
To the one i married in this picture... I love you forever...

2006-09-27T16:23:00.000+08:00

another day pass lo...haiz... my music for the piano playing and food advertistment pass neh...but the mcq i scared fail...

today boring la... nth much happen...or nth much i can recall...only that after sch when we wanna retake my music test... our class raped hakim ...rofl...!!!we taped him up with the masking tape and cover him like a mummie...lol!!!!And after that some of us started playing the sissors paper stone slapping hand game...and wesley hand kanna slap until his blood burst LOL...well the most unsuccessful pianoist in our class is i guess benedict(the bear i mentioned)...despite many help from us,he couldn't catch wad are the notes...hmmm i guess playing piano is not for him..

I will end it here today...nothing much as i juz wrote...and er jul... if u are reading this.....den er...Jia you for your exams... i will always be wif u...

2006-09-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

Another 2 days passed le =.=... haiz

Finally got my cbox...freak la ...these 2 days i got exam and both days no confidence de...Yesterday was the compo ,i guess i did very badly...well..i did not study much as i have to slp early...alright to be exact i studied alot of english but not chinese ..=X

After the exam,when the teacher collecting our papers,wth...our sch discipline master suddenly pop out and becuz i guess we all too anxious liao lar,so we make too much noise... kanna scolded by him...After that is a long long boring hr of HISTORY...I know i gonna be history..

When history ended we went sim pang(i dunno how to spell ...hopes it is correct) to play strt soccer...zzz i anyhow kick de =.= nvr play in strt soccer too much so i keep kick high ball=.=
only play for 1 match we stop game liao...waste my $1 for taxi fare ...

on the bus home they keep making fun of my name... er ... many of u guys sure know that since my name is ho han... and the bloody fish dat got famous due to 4D luo han... crap ...but at least i am used to it ...XD...After that is a long long long boring home

Today liao lor... more longer post lor... u guys can sleep liao lor ...
ZZZZZZzzzzz...

Didn't play well today soccer...nvr control my head la...can head i nvr go head...bodoh me...my leg power also not well controlled...heh but the malay students who are fasting also play wif us neh...power hor?
During the sci lesson ...crap la...this fking bear...(nicknamed bear ...real name..er next time i tell)go take away my drawing which i spent drawing SLOWLY for 1hr 30mins and then give another classmate of mine to destroy...telling him dat he duwan the paper... screw him la... retarded bear... den worser is during the chi oral exam he keep kacau kacau me...he wan get caught and be the last person take exam i duwan sia...brainless toot sia he...Somehow when i saw he get a warning from the teacher in charge i felt freaking pleasured...but i am sure if he get caught ,i will be 100% chop + guarantee i celebrate after my exam ar...
Then go out off sch when i reach the bus stop...eh i wonder if this girl taking drugs neh...i ask her 1 simple question she reply me wif 1 big load of crappy displeasure...I only ask her why she stay till so late nvr go home yet becuz she finish her oral arnd 30 mins earlier... and she reply to me wad "Why?Cannot ar?Your problem izzit?your ***** and **** nvr wait for you sad izzit?"At that moment,I was like WTF???!?!?!?!?WHAT THIS GIRL PROBLEM??? Attitude prob bitch...

Sad for my life... very sad... i juz pity myself lor... wad can i do...?

2006-09-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

Yea...made my 1st successful blog...hahaha...now i have to get my friends to know of this blog and get a chatbox(crap i dunno how to do one ...can someone teach me?o.O)

Alright maybe i include abit of my life into my 1st post ^^

Maybe this poem(or wadever it looks like)-.-

Looking for a true friend
Only to find betraying and disagreements
Never had i ever been in a day of true happiness
Especially since my terrifying school days ever since primary six
Rarely is there a day i can find self esteem in myself

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Feeling lonely and despair
Rights and wrong are no longer important
I was blinded by hatred until one day
Ever since then i decided
No more i can let myself plunge into the darkness of hatred
Dessert of my past doing,i have to bear
Secretly waiting for the day when acceptance will come

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Looking for a true girl since young,but you are the only one:
On the first day i saw you in the virtual world
Viewing your smiles makes me happy
Except on the day I met you in real life,I had saw
Rare images of your true sweet smiles
Strongly kept inside my mind